Memories of 2010 ..
many things I have spent in the year 2010. sad, love, laughter, tears.
a lot of wisdom that I received.
maybe in 2010 I have not been able to become a good person. so I got a lot of slap life.
initially may be beautiful. I met great friends. who can entertain myself, and I almost did not feel sadness.
we joked together. laugh together. feel sadness together, sharing the burden, to understand one another, almost inseparable.
but as it is known, nothing is forever.
all did not last long after the trials come one by one.
we have not laughed as often as before. we've rarely share with each other. gather together, laughing together, happy together we've rarely done.
scolds courtesies that always smooth, slowly erased.
all did not last long after the trials come one by one.
we have not laughed as often as before. we've rarely share with each other. gather together, laughing together, happy together we've rarely done.
scolds courtesies that always smooth, slowly erased.
which previously has not healed wounds, more severe trial came overcome me.
something bad happens. which forced me to change schools.
I actually still can handle this, but I do not want something worse happens.
I actually still can handle this, but I do not want something worse happens.
I reluctantly decided to change schools.
it's very hard to leave my friends. but many who give me support, I can feel good, but not better.
during the process of changing schools I dealt with, there's nothing I can do except cry and regret what happened. I feel temptation this time was so heavy, and really grabbed my life. I slumped.
it's very hard to leave my friends. but many who give me support, I can feel good, but not better.
during the process of changing schools I dealt with, there's nothing I can do except cry and regret what happened. I feel temptation this time was so heavy, and really grabbed my life. I slumped.
when I was hard to think clearly. This may sound excessive, but really it almost destroyed my life.
when I was accepted at my new school, I felt familiar with the conditions around, and I still imagined shadow of what had happened.
it did not take long for me to adapt to a new school, but I feel I have not been able to find friends like my friends at my old school, as well as my friends. they are not replaceable.
when I was accepted at my new school, I felt familiar with the conditions around, and I still imagined shadow of what had happened.
it did not take long for me to adapt to a new school, but I feel I have not been able to find friends like my friends at my old school, as well as my friends. they are not replaceable.
at the beginning of my move, we still maintain communication. still often make a schedule to hang out together.
but gradually everything changed again. I do not know whether the others also repel each other, but I felt them move away from me. and I'm sure they started to forget me, forget about my memories. I had suspected from the beginning. and once again, nothing last forever.
I feel sore. so sick when slowly forgotten by friends.
but this is learning for me. maybe I have not been able to understand them, and maybe I have not been able to accept their shortcomings ..
they come into my life, teach a lesson, then go away.
now I know where a friend, and which ones are truly best friends.
now I just enjoy the process in my life. there's nothing to regret. someday I'll find the best ..
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